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177 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2016
And when she’d told him about her own reading at Beechwood (she wished she hadn’t) he’d scoffed, as he scoffed at so many things, and said, ‘All that tommyrot, Jay? You read all that stuff?’ And reminded her at once that their relationship was essentially bodily, physical and here-and-now, it wasn’t for droning on about books.Set in south-east England, Swift depicts the events happening in two neighbouring country houses on a single day, 30 March 1924, a ‘mothering Sunday’ – a day-off for the servants so they can pay a visit to their mothers or family. As an orphan, Jane Fairchild, the domestic servant girl working in the Niven household, has no family to return to and imagines spending her day cycling, and reading Conrad’s Youth. A call from the neighbouring house implies changing her plans into making love with her secret lover instead, the only son of both houses who survived the trenches, while the other 4 have died, leaving empty rooms kept like shrines. That lover for years, Paul Sheringham, is on the verge of entering a proper marriage of convenience with his wealthy fiancée, and invites Jane for a first and perhaps last time to his home and bed, having the house for themselves.
A sudden unexpected freedom flooded her. Her life was beginning, it was not ending, it had not ended. She would never be able to explain (or be required to) this illogical, enveloping inversion. As if the day had turned inside out, as if what she was leaving behind was not enclosed, lost, entombed in a house. It had merged somehow — pouring itself outwards — with the air she was breathing. She would never be able to explain it, and she would not feel it any the less even when she discovered, as she would do, how this day had turned really inside out. Could life be so cruel yet so bounteous at the same time?Throughout the novella Swift offers vistas into Jane’s later life as a writer. In her novels she will never disclose which realities have actually moulded her identity as a writer, contemplating how different things would have been if she had been reading that day in March, instead of cycling to Paul’s house, or what would have happened to her if she didn’t had entered service, or what if other significant moments had got a different outcome, like if her employer wouldn’t have granted her access to the house library, to read the adventure books of his late sons. Essentially, she –and Swift- meditates on her – and Swift’s - mission as a writer: Telling stories, telling tales. Always the implication that you were trading in lies. But for her it would always be the task of getting to the quick, the heart, the nub, the pith: the trade of truth-telling.
So what was it then exactly, this truth-telling? They would always want even the explanation explained! And any writer worth her salt would lead them on, tease them, lead them up the garden path. Wasn’t it bloody obvious? It was about being true to the very stuff of life, it was about trying to capture, though you never could, the very feel of being alive. It was about finding a language. And it was about being true to the fact, the one thing only followed from the other, that many things in life — oh so many more than we think — can never be explained at all..