Mariam, the clown's Reviews > Just a Bit Heartless

Reread 5: May 4, 2024 •••
First book I finished on my iPhone

Reread 4: August 21, 2023
My favorite book of all time. ❤️💜

Reread 4: July 26-28
I reread this for my 19 birthday (because I didn't realize how it's been a tradition of mine to reread a fav book for the past 3 years) and I think..... I think this might just be my favorite book of all time.

He was a slut, a slut for this man.

The minute I finished reading this book, I went: LETS FUCKING REREAD THIS FROM THE START.

And although, I ALMOST went there, I didn't. Almost is a veryyyy flimsy word though. I don't know if I should be proud of myself OR NOT.

but y'all.
This book.
This FUCKIN book.
🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I. Love. It. Soooo. Fuckin. Much.

“What are you thinking about?” Nate said, carding his fingers through his hair.
“I was thinking about how easy it would be to kill you.”
The impossible man chuckled, as if Damiano had said something funny.

I don't know if I should be pissed that it took me so long to read. Hell the reason why it took me so long to read was that EVERYONE loved this book.

God, Dami and Jordan.
They were the key to loosing my sanity and a key I didn't know I NEEDED in life.

Damiano didn’t exactly look reassured by that. “You can’t be here,” he bit off, even though he was leaning into the touch. “Why are you here?”
“Do you want me to go?” Jordan said, feeling a rush of fondness mixed with amusement. It was like petting a wild, dangerous cat that leaned into his touch even as it bared its teeth at him menacingly.

I love Dami so fucking much, his backstory is gonna haunt me at night and I just want to give him warm cheek kisses and soft pats and nuzzles to the hair. He deserves EVERYTHING PRECIOUS IN THIS WORLD.

He shouldn’t have been such a mess when he couldn’t even define what Damiano had become to him. Someone not quite a friend and not quite a lover. Someone he loathed, needed, and adored. Someone he understood on an intimate level and didn’t understand at all. Someone who, in different circumstances, in another life, might have become more.
But might have, could have didn’t matter.

And more on that, his backstory has literally been a what-if thought in the back of my mind even before this story. Y'all know when you just think of random things but don't expand on it much cus you don't have much knowledge on it but the thought itself is provoking? Well, that's how Dami's back story was always like to me. I read fucked up books so it's no biggie that I thought of it before, But to FINALLY read a character of that HORRIBLE TRAGEDY??? And to read a ROMANCE no less????

FUCK, I LOVE YOU ALESSANDRA!!!!!!

“Go ahead, caro,” he said, involuntarily adopting a gentler tone. Christ, he was disgustingly soft when it came to this man.

Moving on to Jordan.
Oh Jordan, Jordan , Jordan.

Rationally, Jordan knew that this was a very dangerous, cold-hearted man. But he felt like safety to him, no matter how irrational it was.

Thank you.
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This man is the embodiment with me because this reactions MADE ME SQUEAL, Literally jump up and down SQUEALING. I slapped my pillow, shoved my face in the pillow, and felt a thousand butterflies because of him.

Fuckin Thank You. Jordan was THERE for Dami, no. matter. what. And that←THAT is worth moving the stars for.

This is my man, it whispered with vicious satisfaction. Look how knowledgeable, powerful, and attractive he is.

This book had my heart panging every damn second and I couldn't stop grin from my face or how I had to hide my face in my hands at time because this book just FELT so big, so big in my heart and belly that I couldn't take it.

I love this book so much and gosh, I'm in awe of Alessandra, I'm in awe of Dami and in awe of Jordan. And I just-GAHHHHHHHH I JUST LOVE THIS BOOK SO MUCH!!!

He felt no remorse about hurting people. Except this one. This one was precious. This one was his. This one made him feel.

Also, can we talk about this cover????????!!!
Gosh!! I stare at it for seconds and then my tummy tightens and I had to cover my smiling face because HOLY FUCK, THE STARE, THE GLARE-What a model, what a cover, what a book. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL CREATION to us mortals.

initial reaction: Y'all. This book. THIS BOOK-🤌🏼 Perfection at its FINEST 🤌🏼



Reread 1: March 19, 2023

I have wanted to reread this since the first time I finished it and it was still EVERYTHING I NEEDED AND MORE.


Reread 2: May 14, 2023

Lol, I started reading the end (a bookmarked chapter 😉) but then missed them so much that I just started from the start.