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2 pages, Audible Audio
First published September 17, 2019
“To forget is to lose something that was once yours, that was once of yourself. But how could one lose something as expansive as an ocean in a dusty corner of one’s mind? What if, instead, to forget is to open a door to a void; the memory is not retrievable because it is not there, was never there.”The loss of memory and identity is a terrifying concept. What makes you - *you*? Suddenly not having that you-ness and knowing that someone else has the keys to it, to your very self - but chooses to dole it out in the way that suits them and their yet unclear purpose - while all you have is loneliness and helplessness and suspicion that what you are doled out bears only some resemblance to the truth - that’s a form of torture, no doubt.
“You’ve been awake and not-awake for days, maybe weeks, perhaps longer. You do not know where you were then, or before then. You are here now. A significant amount of time has passed, but from what beginning you do not know. You consider the origin of this time during which you’ve been awake and not-awake and conclude it is, for the moment, unknowable.”‘The Last Conversation’ by Paul Tremblay packs enough punch in its short length. I found it eerie and unsettling, and quite well-done, with the second-person narration adding very well to that immediate feeling of unease. And even though I had a pretty good hunch about where it was all headed, it still did not lessen the impact. It’s like being trapped in a slightly surreal nightmare with all that it implies not just for the unnamed protagonist but also for everyone else.
“How many of us said yes?”
“None of you. Not a single fucking one of you.”