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Protection
When Gabriel MacKenna enters Wentworth Prison in 1931, he promises himself two things: never to be buggered and never to turn prison queer. Tough, smart, and ruthless in a fight, he quickly makes a name for himself inside. But Gabriel, saved from the noose by a social crusader, is serving two life sentences. And life is a very long time to endure Wentworth with no comforts but prison food, card games and cigarettes. To survive endless days without the touch of another human being...
Five years after Gabriel's incarceration, Joey Cooper arrives at Wentworth. Every convict claims imprisonment through a miscarriage of justice, but Joey is truly blameless. Trained at Oxford as a physician, the young doctor is innocent of prison culture and too handsome for his own good. Facing eighteen years behind Wentworth's towering gates, Joey cannot hope to survive without protection. And protection is just what Gabriel MacKenna offers. At a price...
Warning: this book is an erotic romance. It contains adult situations and graphic sex.
The second edition also includes the bonus short story, CODA.
Five years after Gabriel's incarceration, Joey Cooper arrives at Wentworth. Every convict claims imprisonment through a miscarriage of justice, but Joey is truly blameless. Trained at Oxford as a physician, the young doctor is innocent of prison culture and too handsome for his own good. Facing eighteen years behind Wentworth's towering gates, Joey cannot hope to survive without protection. And protection is just what Gabriel MacKenna offers. At a price...
Warning: this book is an erotic romance. It contains adult situations and graphic sex.
The second edition also includes the bonus short story, CODA.
161 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 3, 2011
About the author
S.A. Reid
5 books152 followersI'm a writer of fantasy adventures. My first book, a reincarnation romance called Past Lives #1: Rachel is now available.
I also write cozy mysteries like Ice Blue and Blue Murder (coming Spring 2012) as Emma Jameson. And as S.A. Reid, I write adult romances like Something Different, Protection, and Soulless (coming Spring 2012).
Pseudonym of T. Baggins http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/...
I also write cozy mysteries like Ice Blue and Blue Murder (coming Spring 2012) as Emma Jameson. And as S.A. Reid, I write adult romances like Something Different, Protection, and Soulless (coming Spring 2012).
Pseudonym of T. Baggins http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/...
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November 25, 2014
Compelling, more than a little beautiful, and sad as fuck.
A little clumsy in the beginning; musically measured in the middle; and nearly perfect at the end, which I found almost literally stunning.
I didn't see it coming, and I'm glad, because it felt real—as real as the best of what came before.
I'd have preferred not to have been in Gabriel's head at all; for it to have been purely Joey's perspective all the way through. It would have heightened the violence of the opening scenes, and rendered the whole a kind of elegiac portrait of MacKenna through Joey's imperfect sight.
Still.
Powerfully touching, with some passages ascending to the sublime.
***
I've read the coda.
I found it moving, and superfluous, and profound, and silly.
But I remain: destroyed.
I had to stroke a cat until the blubbering stopped.
A little clumsy in the beginning; musically measured in the middle; and nearly perfect at the end, which I found almost literally stunning.
I didn't see it coming, and I'm glad, because it felt real—as real as the best of what came before.
I'd have preferred not to have been in Gabriel's head at all; for it to have been purely Joey's perspective all the way through. It would have heightened the violence of the opening scenes, and rendered the whole a kind of elegiac portrait of MacKenna through Joey's imperfect sight.
Still.
Powerfully touching, with some passages ascending to the sublime.
***
I've read the coda.
I found it moving, and superfluous, and profound, and silly.
But I remain: destroyed.
I had to stroke a cat until the blubbering stopped.
December 4, 2014
Review completed December 13, 2012
"The price of protection is simple. You have to let me touch you. Kiss you. Not every time the lights go out. Not every night of the week. But -- enough."
It's kinda strange but after finishing this novella that ended at 77 % (!) I was so stunned that I felt nothing at all. I didn't shed a single tear. I guess it happens now and then that you feel the full impact of a story a day or two after you've closed the book. Anyway, I'm sitting in front of my laptop, trying to gather my wits to write a decent review and everything is crashing down on me. Protection is difficult to review, so bear with me when I'm not able to knock it out of the park.
1936, Wentworth Men's Prison
What does a man do who has no chance at a life outside of prison? As a matter of fact when there are no women around to satisfy a man's needs he turns to other male inmates. And Joseph (Joey) Cooper comes in pretty handy. He is a doctor convicted of malpractice and gross negligence. The rules are simple: appease one man, remain alive and uninjured.
There is a at 11 %. Fortunately it's only a short "interlude". If you think you cannot handle it then I suggest that you skip it because what follows suit is remarkable and really worth reading. Only shortly thereafter these two men become cellmates. They are starting a halting and strenuous "relationship".
Despite his wrongdoing I really liked Gabriel. His background is intense and painful. With that said, I believe he deserved some compassion. Even though Gabriel thinks that some wrongs can't be undone he'll
Protection is an engrossing and heart-breaking little read and it goes without saying that you shouldn't read it if you are looking for a comfort read. The characters are complex, intelligent, likable and believable. I enjoyed the (smart) interaction between Gabe and Joey, and fortunately there is no turn into Sapsville to be found here. Some parts are painful and gritty, others are beautiful. In conclusion, the author delivered a well-written story that ends without a HEA, and yet there's a grain of salt that I'd call hope.
Putting two fingers to his lips,
One can find love even under severely adverse conditions.
"The price of protection is simple. You have to let me touch you. Kiss you. Not every time the lights go out. Not every night of the week. But -- enough."
It's kinda strange but after finishing this novella that ended at 77 % (!) I was so stunned that I felt nothing at all. I didn't shed a single tear. I guess it happens now and then that you feel the full impact of a story a day or two after you've closed the book. Anyway, I'm sitting in front of my laptop, trying to gather my wits to write a decent review and everything is crashing down on me. Protection is difficult to review, so bear with me when I'm not able to knock it out of the park.
"I've gone with you as far as I can. I'll be waiting for you."
1936, Wentworth Men's Prison
What does a man do who has no chance at a life outside of prison? As a matter of fact when there are no women around to satisfy a man's needs he turns to other male inmates. And Joseph (Joey) Cooper comes in pretty handy. He is a doctor convicted of malpractice and gross negligence. The rules are simple: appease one man, remain alive and uninjured.
Cooper was beautiful, yet not feminine. As a free man, Gabriel's appetite for sex had been prodigious. Now that he knew he couldn't last another thirty, forty, or fifty years on the occasional hand job or suck off, perhaps it was time to accept masculine beauty?
There is a at 11 %. Fortunately it's only a short "interlude". If you think you cannot handle it then I suggest that you skip it because what follows suit is remarkable and really worth reading. Only shortly thereafter these two men become cellmates. They are starting a halting and strenuous "relationship".
"But just now I offered you a cigarette and you took it. Let me light it and you're mine. Meaning you're protected from all the bull-necked, ham-fisted motherf@@@ers who'd kill you trying to love you. No man in Wentworth will touch what's mine."
"I don't want you to touch me."
Despite his wrongdoing I really liked Gabriel. His background is intense and painful. With that said, I believe he deserved some compassion. Even though Gabriel thinks that some wrongs can't be undone he'll
Protection is an engrossing and heart-breaking little read and it goes without saying that you shouldn't read it if you are looking for a comfort read. The characters are complex, intelligent, likable and believable. I enjoyed the (smart) interaction between Gabe and Joey, and fortunately there is no turn into Sapsville to be found here. Some parts are painful and gritty, others are beautiful. In conclusion, the author delivered a well-written story that ends without a HEA, and yet there's a grain of salt that I'd call hope.
Putting two fingers to his lips,
"My own love." Gabriel traced a finger along Joey's hairline, pushing an errant strand back in place. "My only love."
One can find love even under severely adverse conditions.
May 23, 2018
May 2018
This still tew much!! 😭😭😭😭
Love it till the end of time!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
^^A MUST FREAKING READ!^^
4.5
S.A Reid is definitely a fave author of mine, and this heartbreaking tale makes her an author to watch out for. Something Different was the first book I read by this author and I loved it so much. Protection is another winner, though both books are as different as night and day.
Gabriel Mackenna is serving two life sentences, with no chance of parole. He knows he will live and die in prison. He decides he's going to rule his permanent home, because he refuses to become bitch to any man. He is both respected and liked by guards and inmates, and they know you don't mess with anything that Mackenna owns.
When new inmates arrive, Joseph Cooper is a part of the new arrivals. He is completely unaware of the effect he's having on the men, especially that of Gabe Mackenna. He is completely unaware of the things about to befall him.
When the men meet for the first time, it's no sunshine and rainbows. Gabe is violent and evil and Joseph suffers in a way no man should. He becomes victim to a man, who protects victims. All this happens because of Gabe’s anger towards himself for feeling something for Joseph, something he said he would never feel for another man.
The story progresses by showing the relationship between Gabe and Joey. Though not an easy start, it does become a genuine relationship. I am just all sorts of impressed by the realism in this story. Everything is believable, and nothing ever becomes too over the top. Though it depicts the harsh times of prison life, there is an undertone of lightness in the writing, and found myself smiling and wanting the best possible outcome for the lovers.
I loved Gabe, which is unbelievable because he isn’t the most likable person in the beginning. I fell in love with him, and I am just so happy he had Joey and they had each other (cries). It was beautiful and let me just throw this out there *some kind of seriously hot*.
Overall, I loved this book! The story will not be for everyone because it doesn't have a HEA, but why avoid a great book to avoid disappointment and sadness (it would be your loss). The writing is excellent, and the story beautiful and it's what I think jail life would have been in the 1930s. I wrote this review without giving away spoilers, and now it's up to you to experience Protection, you will cry the saddest/happiest tears (though that just might be all me).
This still tew much!! 😭😭😭😭
Love it till the end of time!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
^^A MUST FREAKING READ!^^
4.5
S.A Reid is definitely a fave author of mine, and this heartbreaking tale makes her an author to watch out for. Something Different was the first book I read by this author and I loved it so much. Protection is another winner, though both books are as different as night and day.
Gabriel Mackenna is serving two life sentences, with no chance of parole. He knows he will live and die in prison. He decides he's going to rule his permanent home, because he refuses to become bitch to any man. He is both respected and liked by guards and inmates, and they know you don't mess with anything that Mackenna owns.
When new inmates arrive, Joseph Cooper is a part of the new arrivals. He is completely unaware of the effect he's having on the men, especially that of Gabe Mackenna. He is completely unaware of the things about to befall him.
When the men meet for the first time, it's no sunshine and rainbows. Gabe is violent and evil and Joseph suffers in a way no man should. He becomes victim to a man, who protects victims. All this happens because of Gabe’s anger towards himself for feeling something for Joseph, something he said he would never feel for another man.
The story progresses by showing the relationship between Gabe and Joey. Though not an easy start, it does become a genuine relationship. I am just all sorts of impressed by the realism in this story. Everything is believable, and nothing ever becomes too over the top. Though it depicts the harsh times of prison life, there is an undertone of lightness in the writing, and found myself smiling and wanting the best possible outcome for the lovers.
I loved Gabe, which is unbelievable because he isn’t the most likable person in the beginning. I fell in love with him, and I am just so happy he had Joey and they had each other (cries). It was beautiful and let me just throw this out there *some kind of seriously hot*.
Overall, I loved this book! The story will not be for everyone because it doesn't have a HEA, but why avoid a great book to avoid disappointment and sadness (it would be your loss). The writing is excellent, and the story beautiful and it's what I think jail life would have been in the 1930s. I wrote this review without giving away spoilers, and now it's up to you to experience Protection, you will cry the saddest/happiest tears (though that just might be all me).
July 23, 2019
**** 4.5 Stars ****
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So,
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My favourite review ----> Annery's review
January 15, 2016
God, this novella! On my favorites shelf this little gem goes.
I buddy-read Protection and it’s actually pretty rare for my partners in crime and I to be unanimously impressed. But the author with the misleading penname pulled it off once again! If it’s up to me, I’d say T. Baggins is probably one of the better writers in the M/M genre, and she really deserves to be on your radar. You don’t want to know how many times I’ve heard people mention that they’re surprised or blown-away by this author’s work, not having expected it because she’s so underrated.
And at first glance, this prison story is little more than a humble novella with a cheap-looking cover (no matter what version you pick). But, oh man, appearances – like pennames — can be deceiving! Rather than another horny fantasy about inmates that reads like themed porn, this is a beautifully written and touching story that managed to linger in my mind for days to come. The brilliant thing about Protection is that it packs a punch, but at the same time is neither very grim nor overly sweet. I think it’s one of those stories that could click with many readers for various reasons. There’s constant breath-holding tension, but no angst overkill. There’s heartbreak and sadness that may have turned me into a blubbering mess. But thanks to the undercurrent of sensuality and tenderness I was a blubbering mess with a smile on my face.
This author made me root for her characters, despite them not being perfectly sympathetic lads. No, the men in Wentworth prison are brutally violent (there is a rape scene that can be stomach-churning, so be forewarned), but they are also lonely and longing for affection. More than anything, they feel real. Protection is set in England’s 1930’s and the author did enough research to get the ambiance right as she tells the bittersweet story of a young doctor, Joey, who falls from grace when he is accused of the gross neglect and following death of a pregnant woman. Within the prison walls, the noble and attractive young man soon finds that he’s the weakest among the wolves. When he captures the interest of the leader of the pack, Gabriel, his immediate future looks bleak.
Protection kept me on the edge of my seat the entire time. Or rather, I arrived at the office with blue-purplish bags underneath my eyes because I read on when I should’ve gone to bed. It was impossible to put down. If I have to mention one thing that I liked less though, it’s probably that due to the novella-length, the big leap from trauma to something else entirely between the MCs felt a tad rushed. A somewhat slower progression would’ve been more plausible. Oh, and although I personally adored the subtle ending (an ending that isn’t at odds with the bittersweet story that comes before it for a change, outstanding!), if you’d rather have a dash of sap (or a huge splash of it), you’ll be pleased with the included Coda, that offers an alternative ending.
earlier ramblings
I just remembered how much I hate going to the dentist. Hate it.
Moving this one to my probably not shelf. But then again, who knew that prison life could be this fucking awesome?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKtdTJ...
I buddy-read Protection and it’s actually pretty rare for my partners in crime and I to be unanimously impressed. But the author with the misleading penname pulled it off once again! If it’s up to me, I’d say T. Baggins is probably one of the better writers in the M/M genre, and she really deserves to be on your radar. You don’t want to know how many times I’ve heard people mention that they’re surprised or blown-away by this author’s work, not having expected it because she’s so underrated.
And at first glance, this prison story is little more than a humble novella with a cheap-looking cover (no matter what version you pick). But, oh man, appearances – like pennames — can be deceiving! Rather than another horny fantasy about inmates that reads like themed porn, this is a beautifully written and touching story that managed to linger in my mind for days to come. The brilliant thing about Protection is that it packs a punch, but at the same time is neither very grim nor overly sweet. I think it’s one of those stories that could click with many readers for various reasons. There’s constant breath-holding tension, but no angst overkill. There’s heartbreak and sadness that may have turned me into a blubbering mess. But thanks to the undercurrent of sensuality and tenderness I was a blubbering mess with a smile on my face.
This author made me root for her characters, despite them not being perfectly sympathetic lads. No, the men in Wentworth prison are brutally violent (there is a rape scene that can be stomach-churning, so be forewarned), but they are also lonely and longing for affection. More than anything, they feel real. Protection is set in England’s 1930’s and the author did enough research to get the ambiance right as she tells the bittersweet story of a young doctor, Joey, who falls from grace when he is accused of the gross neglect and following death of a pregnant woman. Within the prison walls, the noble and attractive young man soon finds that he’s the weakest among the wolves. When he captures the interest of the leader of the pack, Gabriel, his immediate future looks bleak.
“They won’t help you,” Gabriel said softly. “You know I tell you true. I’ll help you. I’ll protect you. But I’ll have payment. Pick up the cigarette. Let me light it. Tell every man in Wentworth you’re my girl. I’ll go to my grave defending you and expect no more than a kiss before bed at night. Or thereabouts,” he added, grinning.
“I’m no girl,” Cooper said, lips curling back from even white teeth.
“My boy, then. Or just mine. But pick up the goddamn cigarette before the Lovelies decide to give it a go. Eight against one is hard odds, even for me.”
Protection kept me on the edge of my seat the entire time. Or rather, I arrived at the office with blue-purplish bags underneath my eyes because I read on when I should’ve gone to bed. It was impossible to put down. If I have to mention one thing that I liked less though, it’s probably that due to the novella-length, the big leap from trauma to something else entirely between the MCs felt a tad rushed. A somewhat slower progression would’ve been more plausible. Oh, and although I personally adored the subtle ending (an ending that isn’t at odds with the bittersweet story that comes before it for a change, outstanding!), if you’d rather have a dash of sap (or a huge splash of it), you’ll be pleased with the included Coda, that offers an alternative ending.
earlier ramblings
I just remembered how much I hate going to the dentist. Hate it.
Moving this one to my probably not shelf. But then again, who knew that prison life could be this fucking awesome?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKtdTJ...
March 4, 2023
|| 4.5 stars ||
Damn. Wow. Okay. I didn't expect this.
I went into this thinking I would get a hot prison romance, but instead I got that and so much more.
This story is very beautiful and very heart-breaking. It does not have a happy ending, beware of that.
The story takes place in the 1930's in Wentworth Prison.
It follows two prisoners, one who has been there for 6 years and is set to spend his entire life in prison, the other a newly convicted doctor who just arrived and will have to stay in prison for 18 years.
I don't want to go into the details of this book as I think it is best enjoyed if you go into it blind.
All you need to know is: the writing of this book is stunning, the plot is engrossing, the characters are haunting, and the romance consists of a love surprisingly pure although it starts absolutely horrifyingly.
You will get attached to these characters and their experiences in prison. It felt oddly authentic, and was extremely intriguing.
The cards these men were dealt in life often made my chest hurt.
This book will make your heart squeeze in good ways as well as bad: It will give you a love story to make your heart float and swoon, yet that same love story will then rip your heart out and break it in two.
“I’ll go to my grave defending you and expect no more than a kiss before bed at night.”
The idea of behaving as if he and Gabriel were friendly, much less friends, made Joey want to jerk the blade out of a safety razor and open his wrists.
And maybe he'd do that before long, anyway.
“Did—did I hurt you so bad?”
“What happened before was one stanger attacking another. What happens now is between you and me.”
“Joey. I can't hurt you again. I'll kill myself first.”
“My own love. My only love.”
“I'm afraid, Joey.”
“I know. But I've gone with you as far as I can. And I'll be waiting for you, I promise. Remember, I'll be waiting for you.”
“I love you.”
Damn. Wow. Okay. I didn't expect this.
I went into this thinking I would get a hot prison romance, but instead I got that and so much more.
This story is very beautiful and very heart-breaking. It does not have a happy ending, beware of that.
The story takes place in the 1930's in Wentworth Prison.
It follows two prisoners, one who has been there for 6 years and is set to spend his entire life in prison, the other a newly convicted doctor who just arrived and will have to stay in prison for 18 years.
I don't want to go into the details of this book as I think it is best enjoyed if you go into it blind.
All you need to know is: the writing of this book is stunning, the plot is engrossing, the characters are haunting, and the romance consists of a love surprisingly pure although it starts absolutely horrifyingly.
You will get attached to these characters and their experiences in prison. It felt oddly authentic, and was extremely intriguing.
The cards these men were dealt in life often made my chest hurt.
This book will make your heart squeeze in good ways as well as bad: It will give you a love story to make your heart float and swoon, yet that same love story will then rip your heart out and break it in two.
“I’ll go to my grave defending you and expect no more than a kiss before bed at night.”
The idea of behaving as if he and Gabriel were friendly, much less friends, made Joey want to jerk the blade out of a safety razor and open his wrists.
And maybe he'd do that before long, anyway.
“Did—did I hurt you so bad?”
“What happened before was one stanger attacking another. What happens now is between you and me.”
“Joey. I can't hurt you again. I'll kill myself first.”
“My own love. My only love.”
“I'm afraid, Joey.”
“I know. But I've gone with you as far as I can. And I'll be waiting for you, I promise. Remember, I'll be waiting for you.”
“I love you.”
December 17, 2012
I so, so, so liked this book.
Shock the heck out of me, but I did. I typically can’t handle this kind of violence…prison non-con borders right along my hard limit. But, something about the way the author writes Gabriel makes him sympathetic despite his horrendous actions. Conflicted, lonely, uncertain, brutal - but proving that LOVE can bring out the best in anyone.
Reading the relationship between Gabriel and Joey grow from force and hatred to something beautiful was painfully exquisite. And as Gabe’s love for Joey grew, he continually demonstrated sacrifice...wanting someone else's best interest above your own.
Being the sap that I am, I was very thankful for the author’s CODA… Helped me digest it all.
I may have to read this one again...
December 29, 2012
How to review?
Firstly I have to say this is not my normal choice of story. I much prefer my nice safe comfort reads. But saying that, this certainly kept my interest.
In the begining I was unsure of this story and almost reluctant to read, but without realizing it I was half way through and totally conected to Joey and Gabe.
The begining was hard to get through for me, and I disliked even hated Gabe at that time. He was a conundrum at times. One moment a champion of the underdog the next a mean bully only interested in himself.
Joey I felt for imediately. Firstly convicted of a crime he didn't do, then attacked almost imediately. His response and thoughts after were totally believable and heart wrenching.
After the start I couldn't see how things could evolve, but when they did it felt right and real.
The story that unfolds is heartbreaking. A telling of human emotions and suffering. A very gritty read, no sappy hearts and flowers love story, although towards the end the love is definitely there.
I have to congratulate her on the dialog too. In a lot of books, especially ones set back in time, I find myself stoping to question things that are said or the way they are said. But in this case I felt very much like I was eaves dropping on a real mans prison in the 1930's.
Miz Reid certainly held my interest through out, and is an author I would look out for.
Recomended but not for the fainthearted. For anyone looking for something outside their comfort zone. Worth the risk.
ETA:
I finally got around to reading the free short epilogue. I was hesitant to read as I thought the ending for Protection was fitting and would be spoiled by something more, I was wrong! The short add on fits perfectly.
Read S A Reids reasoning here http://mmromance.wordpress.com/2012/0... or just the add on here http://mmromance.wordpress.com/coda-b...
ETA I have been thinking of this book recently and after talking it over (with myself lol), I've decided this really was worth 5 stars so I'm upping my rating.
Firstly I have to say this is not my normal choice of story. I much prefer my nice safe comfort reads. But saying that, this certainly kept my interest.
In the begining I was unsure of this story and almost reluctant to read, but without realizing it I was half way through and totally conected to Joey and Gabe.
The begining was hard to get through for me, and I disliked even hated Gabe at that time. He was a conundrum at times. One moment a champion of the underdog the next a mean bully only interested in himself.
Joey I felt for imediately. Firstly convicted of a crime he didn't do, then attacked almost imediately. His response and thoughts after were totally believable and heart wrenching.
After the start I couldn't see how things could evolve, but when they did it felt right and real.
The story that unfolds is heartbreaking. A telling of human emotions and suffering. A very gritty read, no sappy hearts and flowers love story, although towards the end the love is definitely there.
I have to congratulate her on the dialog too. In a lot of books, especially ones set back in time, I find myself stoping to question things that are said or the way they are said. But in this case I felt very much like I was eaves dropping on a real mans prison in the 1930's.
Miz Reid certainly held my interest through out, and is an author I would look out for.
Recomended but not for the fainthearted. For anyone looking for something outside their comfort zone. Worth the risk.
ETA:
I finally got around to reading the free short epilogue. I was hesitant to read as I thought the ending for Protection was fitting and would be spoiled by something more, I was wrong! The short add on fits perfectly.
Read S A Reids reasoning here http://mmromance.wordpress.com/2012/0... or just the add on here http://mmromance.wordpress.com/coda-b...
ETA I have been thinking of this book recently and after talking it over (with myself lol), I've decided this really was worth 5 stars so I'm upping my rating.
December 31, 2011
Gabriel MacKenna is a hard man. Sentenced to life in prison for a double murder, he is determined to be nobody's boy. He will do whatever is necessary to protect himself; no man will force him into a homosexual act, and he will yield to no one. In 1931 England, prison is a hard reality. And Gabriel will be the hardest man there.
Dr. Joseph Cooper enters Wentworth Prison sentenced for a mistake. A God awful mistake. Killing a woman and her unborn baby. He walks into prison with his head held high, innocent, not knowing the danger all around him. Young, handsome, and very vulnerable.
When Gabriel sees Joey, he decides he needs punishing, and as had man at Wentworth, he is just the man to do it. So when Joey enters the showers, Gabriel follows and takes what he wants, leaving Joey a broken, bloody, raped mess. And then adds insult to injury and becomes his cellmate.
Joey would rather die than face rape again. And tells Gabriel so. And then tells him his story. What got him in prison, what destroyed his life. All men in prison are innocent - it is the oldest story in the book. But something...touches Gabriel and changes his mind. He desires Joey, like he has never desired anything in his life. But he will not take it. He will protect him, but not force. Not again.
As time passes, the two forge a truce of sorts. But will Joey ever forgive Gabriel? hat drove Gabriel to commit the murders that have him in prison? And what kind of future is there for these two men in the life in which they are trapped?
This book, this stunning, harsh, broken heart of a book, took me to places I did not want to go, showed me things I did not want to see, but then Then it taunted me with hope and love and redemption and pain and heartbreak. And damn it, I wanted it. I wanted these two men to have a future, against the odds and the circumstances and the realities. I wanted like they wanted.
"But because in this place where he'd lost so much, when nearly every comfort had been taken away, he alone had the power to forgive Gabriel. And with the realization of his power came the sweet temptation to use it."
Power where least expected. Love and romance where most dangerous. Where can it all lead? Somewhere bittersweet, somewhere fine, somewhere terrible.
Read this with your heart. S.A. Reid has made me open mine, grabbing me and never letting go.
Tom
Dr. Joseph Cooper enters Wentworth Prison sentenced for a mistake. A God awful mistake. Killing a woman and her unborn baby. He walks into prison with his head held high, innocent, not knowing the danger all around him. Young, handsome, and very vulnerable.
When Gabriel sees Joey, he decides he needs punishing, and as had man at Wentworth, he is just the man to do it. So when Joey enters the showers, Gabriel follows and takes what he wants, leaving Joey a broken, bloody, raped mess. And then adds insult to injury and becomes his cellmate.
Joey would rather die than face rape again. And tells Gabriel so. And then tells him his story. What got him in prison, what destroyed his life. All men in prison are innocent - it is the oldest story in the book. But something...touches Gabriel and changes his mind. He desires Joey, like he has never desired anything in his life. But he will not take it. He will protect him, but not force. Not again.
As time passes, the two forge a truce of sorts. But will Joey ever forgive Gabriel? hat drove Gabriel to commit the murders that have him in prison? And what kind of future is there for these two men in the life in which they are trapped?
This book, this stunning, harsh, broken heart of a book, took me to places I did not want to go, showed me things I did not want to see, but then Then it taunted me with hope and love and redemption and pain and heartbreak. And damn it, I wanted it. I wanted these two men to have a future, against the odds and the circumstances and the realities. I wanted like they wanted.
"But because in this place where he'd lost so much, when nearly every comfort had been taken away, he alone had the power to forgive Gabriel. And with the realization of his power came the sweet temptation to use it."
Power where least expected. Love and romance where most dangerous. Where can it all lead? Somewhere bittersweet, somewhere fine, somewhere terrible.
Read this with your heart. S.A. Reid has made me open mine, grabbing me and never letting go.
Tom
March 20, 2012
oh my god! This is beautiful! A work of art. Why isn't everyone reading this? NOW!!!
April 28, 2012
This book does not have a happy ending in any sense, but it is an enthralling read. The historical setting of a prison in England on the brink of WWII feels wholly authentic. The two MC's are unusual, complex and captured my interest from the first moment. Gabriel managed to be a sympathetic character even through events that should have made me as a reader turn against him. The ability to engage the reader to this extent with this man is an amazing achievement for author S. A. Reid.
Joey is sympathetic as the young doctor unfairly railroaded to prison by men he trusted, but it is the enigmatic Gabriel, serving life terms for the murders of his parents, who steals the book and the reader's heart. There is violence here, and pain, and the love while it becomes rich and sweet is set in an environment that will not be kind. If those facts don't push beyond your reading comfort limits, then I highly recommend this book.
Joey is sympathetic as the young doctor unfairly railroaded to prison by men he trusted, but it is the enigmatic Gabriel, serving life terms for the murders of his parents, who steals the book and the reader's heart. There is violence here, and pain, and the love while it becomes rich and sweet is set in an environment that will not be kind. If those facts don't push beyond your reading comfort limits, then I highly recommend this book.
May 26, 2018
DNF at 65%
My oh my.
I'm in the minority here. But I was not even able to finish this very popular on GR novel.
In the future I consider to avoid a prison theme in MM books. And if I'll pick something about a prison, then only PWP. In this case I don't need to question a plot.
A melodramatic, full of cliches unrealistic prison overly drama without any historical atmosphere, with stereotypical characters, a very predictable plot, and unappealing sex.
Not for me.
My oh my.
I'm in the minority here. But I was not even able to finish this very popular on GR novel.
In the future I consider to avoid a prison theme in MM books. And if I'll pick something about a prison, then only PWP. In this case I don't need to question a plot.
A melodramatic, full of cliches unrealistic prison overly drama without any historical atmosphere, with stereotypical characters, a very predictable plot, and unappealing sex.
Not for me.
March 3, 2019
Yay!!! Once again, not reading the blurbs pays off.
I did know this was a prison book, not always my favorite setting given the real possibility of hardship and sorrow, and this book certainly had that but it also had more. Much more. I love that inter-wars period, which is so rich for mining stories of society changing at galloping speed, and that's certainly reflected in the plot and theme of this story.
Gabriel MacKenna and Joseph Cooper meet in the only place they could've, given their social/educational circles: prison. They don't meet pretty. But after that it's a love story, pure and simple. It's about people living and finding pockets of joy in the direst of circumstances.
For Gabriel, so aptly named, Joey ends up being everything he never knew he wanted or deserved:
"... Gabriel's cock had stiffened the moment Cooper placed the lit cigarette between those perfect lips. It was like watching and angel tempted into sin - delicious, painful and impossible to witness without suffering almost equally in the process."
And Joey, ever the pragmatist, but also fiercely loyal. I loved them both. Lots.
It ends on a realistic note and if you need more there's a CODA, which came with the paperback edition. You could read it or not. It may bring you comfort. I thought it was sweet.
I did know this was a prison book, not always my favorite setting given the real possibility of hardship and sorrow, and this book certainly had that but it also had more. Much more. I love that inter-wars period, which is so rich for mining stories of society changing at galloping speed, and that's certainly reflected in the plot and theme of this story.
Gabriel MacKenna and Joseph Cooper meet in the only place they could've, given their social/educational circles: prison. They don't meet pretty. But after that it's a love story, pure and simple. It's about people living and finding pockets of joy in the direst of circumstances.
For Gabriel, so aptly named, Joey ends up being everything he never knew he wanted or deserved:
"... Gabriel's cock had stiffened the moment Cooper placed the lit cigarette between those perfect lips. It was like watching and angel tempted into sin - delicious, painful and impossible to witness without suffering almost equally in the process."
And Joey, ever the pragmatist, but also fiercely loyal. I loved them both. Lots.
It ends on a realistic note and if you need more there's a CODA, which came with the paperback edition. You could read it or not. It may bring you comfort. I thought it was sweet.
June 23, 2020
This was very well-written. Well researched. Realistic but terribly romantic. AND IT DOES NOT HAVE A HEA.
Even so, I feel like Joey and Gabriel's love story played out to its fullest. What would have happened if they stayed in prison together indefinitely? Can they really live a life that way? The dangers would have been there regardless, it was a matter of time.
What if Joey got out as planned and Gabriel stayed? He simply wouldn't have a reduced sentence, they'd be apart never to touch each other again. Would that have been worse? Slow death, so to speak.
There could be no HEA for these 2. Not based on the times and the crimes. So I enjoyed their love story while it lasted.
Gabriel is not the most sympathetic Hero when we meet him. But it was also the norm and the rules of the prison. And he never did do it or in any way pressure Joey after that. Does it make him forgivable? Well, if Joey could forgive him, I think he's forgivable, bc Joey's view is the only one that matters.
I'll be checking out more from this author.
Even so, I feel like Joey and Gabriel's love story played out to its fullest. What would have happened if they stayed in prison together indefinitely? Can they really live a life that way? The dangers would have been there regardless, it was a matter of time.
What if Joey got out as planned and Gabriel stayed? He simply wouldn't have a reduced sentence, they'd be apart never to touch each other again. Would that have been worse? Slow death, so to speak.
There could be no HEA for these 2. Not based on the times and the crimes. So I enjoyed their love story while it lasted.
Gabriel is not the most sympathetic Hero when we meet him. But it was also the norm and the rules of the prison. And he never did do it or in any way pressure Joey after that. Does it make him forgivable? Well, if Joey could forgive him, I think he's forgivable, bc Joey's view is the only one that matters.
I'll be checking out more from this author.
February 18, 2016
Well, this was sad. But also engrossing.
I was hesitant going in to this, because prison romance doesn't sound like fun. The violence, the rape, and the inevitable angst are just a bit much for me. But I decided to give 'Protection' a shot, and it was pretty good.
The thing that makes this book stand out is that the progression from hate to love went a direction that I haven't read before. In most of the MM non-con books I've read in which the victim falls for the aggressor, the relationship is always questionable, with it being more akin to conditioning. In 'Protection', there's anger and fear on the part of Joey, and actual remorse from Gabriel. Did it make what Gabriel did any less heinous? Absolutely not. But did it make Joey and Gabriel's gradual relationship and reconciliation more believable? Definitely.
That's not to say that the violence is only momentary in 'Protection'. It's constant, and Joey and Gabriel are at the centre of it. Even when they grow to care for each other, there's still a shadow of what happened between them lurking over their shoulders. Add in other violent inmates, and the setting was pretty tense. It was a 1930s British prison, after all.
The ending caught me completely off-guard. It was way out of left field, which took me out of the story for a bit. But the end result was still the same. I wasn't expecting a happy ending, and I didn't get one. Though there was some closure, which was good.
Overall, I liked 'Protection'.
I was hesitant going in to this, because prison romance doesn't sound like fun. The violence, the rape, and the inevitable angst are just a bit much for me. But I decided to give 'Protection' a shot, and it was pretty good.
The thing that makes this book stand out is that the progression from hate to love went a direction that I haven't read before. In most of the MM non-con books I've read in which the victim falls for the aggressor, the relationship is always questionable, with it being more akin to conditioning. In 'Protection', there's anger and fear on the part of Joey, and actual remorse from Gabriel. Did it make what Gabriel did any less heinous? Absolutely not. But did it make Joey and Gabriel's gradual relationship and reconciliation more believable? Definitely.
That's not to say that the violence is only momentary in 'Protection'. It's constant, and Joey and Gabriel are at the centre of it. Even when they grow to care for each other, there's still a shadow of what happened between them lurking over their shoulders. Add in other violent inmates, and the setting was pretty tense. It was a 1930s British prison, after all.
The ending caught me completely off-guard. It was way out of left field, which took me out of the story for a bit. But the end result was still the same. I wasn't expecting a happy ending, and I didn't get one. Though there was some closure, which was good.
Overall, I liked 'Protection'.
May 22, 2018
Hauntingly lovely!
A very well written novella which ran through a litany of emotions for me: shock, pain, sympathy, horror, disgust, happiness, relief, love, and reality.
Recording a period of 4 years before WWII, Protection depicts the relationship between two men in a British prison. What begins as a brutal assault, turns into friendship, and then into something more.
This story doesn't have and HEA nor HFN, but for those of you who believe that true love transcends the earthly realm--is an HEA truly necessary? For those of you that need more assurance, the author included a coda to allay any fears you may have in resolving the relationship between these two men.
A very well written novella which ran through a litany of emotions for me: shock, pain, sympathy, horror, disgust, happiness, relief, love, and reality.
Recording a period of 4 years before WWII, Protection depicts the relationship between two men in a British prison. What begins as a brutal assault, turns into friendship, and then into something more.
This story doesn't have and HEA nor HFN, but for those of you who believe that true love transcends the earthly realm--is an HEA truly necessary? For those of you that need more assurance, the author included a coda to allay any fears you may have in resolving the relationship between these two men.
July 17, 2014
Bloody fucking brilliant.
Heartrending.
I'm bawling.
Edit:
And damn it, the Coda is a bloody tearjerker times 2!
Heartrending.
I'm bawling.
Edit:
And damn it, the Coda is a bloody tearjerker times 2!
November 8, 2015
This book was recommended to me by fellow readers on the Goodreads M/M romance group, when I asked for a book that does not have a happy ending.
I was really surprised to find out that - taking into consideration the coda that was obviously added after the story was finished - this story has one of the best happy endings I have ever read!!
I hardly ever cry reading a book, but sometimes a book manages to unsettle me and keep me thoughtful for days. However, Protection left me with a very warm and happy feeling - despite the undeniable tragedy it contains.
I did have a bit of a problem with Gabriel at the beginning , but by the end I totally fell for him.
This story will stay with me for a long time. Thanks for recommending it to me!
I was really surprised to find out that - taking into consideration the coda that was obviously added after the story was finished - this story has one of the best happy endings I have ever read!!
I hardly ever cry reading a book, but sometimes a book manages to unsettle me and keep me thoughtful for days. However, Protection left me with a very warm and happy feeling - despite the undeniable tragedy it contains.
I did have a bit of a problem with Gabriel at the beginning , but by the end I totally fell for him.
This story will stay with me for a long time. Thanks for recommending it to me!
February 24, 2022
2⭐️
the writing, god help me. the novella had potential but jesus i was confused af.
the writing, god help me. the novella had potential but jesus i was confused af.
July 13, 2021
5 stars, right up to just before the ending and then....pfft....but I can't give it less than 5 stars because the rest of the book is simply stellar. Could have easily been one of my fave books ever. I guess the ending is realistic, but that didn't mean I liked it.
Be aware, there is no hea here. If you're like me, it may help to know that before you start.
There is an epilogue here which may help you, but which didn't help me in the slightest lol.
Still I cannot stress enough how awesome this book is. I can't believe that the author was able to pack this much emotion (and yummy, yummy violence) in just over 100 pages. Looking forward to much more from her.
Be aware, there is no hea here. If you're like me, it may help to know that before you start.
There is an epilogue here which may help you, but which didn't help me in the slightest lol.
Still I cannot stress enough how awesome this book is. I can't believe that the author was able to pack this much emotion (and yummy, yummy violence) in just over 100 pages. Looking forward to much more from her.
March 14, 2013
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This book is completely worthy of an exceptional review. It touched me so deeply and poignantly though, that I'm having trouble with getting my feelings on the page. Bear with me. Maybe a reread will help me see more clearly.
EXCEPTIONAL
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This book is completely worthy of an exceptional review. It touched me so deeply and poignantly though, that I'm having trouble with getting my feelings on the page. Bear with me. Maybe a reread will help me see more clearly.
EXCEPTIONAL
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November 24, 2014
I was dunked in this excellently written short story and ended up feeling a great many emotions, pity, anger, dismay, despair, warmth, happiness, sad, quite a punch in such a short time. Reid writes with no frills but lots of depth and weaves in humanity, brutality, retribution, justice, morality all in one bite.
Left me feeling sad but good. The ending tugs at my heart, beautiful, the ultimate.
Left me feeling sad but good. The ending tugs at my heart, beautiful, the ultimate.
December 6, 2014
Gabriel is a brutal killer, locked up for life with no hope of parole but you can't help but have sympathy for him. I really enjoyed the prison setting, especially during the 1930/40's, it made a refreshing change. Loved Gabriel and loved this book. 5 solid stars!
August 15, 2013
Solid 4.5 Stars
I knew when I bought this book that I was going to wind up bat sh*t bonkers, after reading it. Why? Cos this story has what I call "The Human Condition" written all over it.
I mean this whole book had my emotions everywhere.
I was like...
A few other scenes had me like...
And the ending? OMGAWD! The ending had me like...
We've all heard, read, seen movies, even watched the news with the gory tales of what prison life is like for some. Maybe even from loved ones who have experienced it for themselves. Make no mistake, this book is raw, gritty & brutal with some of the details of that life.
We see here choices being made from all kinds of perspectives. Those things that drive us to choose things that under any other circumstance, may not have ever even entered our minds. With Gabriel & Joey, through their eyes, you see these harsh truths. The pain, the brutality, fear & uncertainty of it all. Yet still under all the gruesomeness & muck. The pain & beyond, you witness a rare and all consuming love that cannot be defined. That refuses to be put in a perfect, understood box of normalcy. It is what it is. So let's just leave it at that.
Gabriel I HATED this man. And I hate him even more for making me not only feel for him, but understand him. And dare I say it? Forgive him. He is beyond complicated. He is a man who has done many, many bad things. Yet he still has many good layers of his heart that always contradicted his actions. But if you pay attention, you'll see & understand why.
Joseph(Joey) What would I do if I were him and in his situation? Honestly, probably the exact same things that he did. The same choices I would have made. This man broke my heart. The things he had to endure. The fact that everything, and I do mean everything, was taken away from him through no fault of his own. But he still somehow in the midst of all of this never lost his power. He still remained who he was to his very core. He is one very beautiful and honorable man.
These 2 men had me balling, screaming, cursing, blushing, & everything in between.
If you're looking to read a standalone m/m romance, with the complicated text of circumstance & a bittersweet ending, then I HIGHLY recommend that you read this book.
The only other advice I have to give, if you decide to read this, is...
I knew when I bought this book that I was going to wind up bat sh*t bonkers, after reading it. Why? Cos this story has what I call "The Human Condition" written all over it.
I mean this whole book had my emotions everywhere.
I was like...
A few other scenes had me like...
And the ending? OMGAWD! The ending had me like...
We've all heard, read, seen movies, even watched the news with the gory tales of what prison life is like for some. Maybe even from loved ones who have experienced it for themselves. Make no mistake, this book is raw, gritty & brutal with some of the details of that life.
We see here choices being made from all kinds of perspectives. Those things that drive us to choose things that under any other circumstance, may not have ever even entered our minds. With Gabriel & Joey, through their eyes, you see these harsh truths. The pain, the brutality, fear & uncertainty of it all. Yet still under all the gruesomeness & muck. The pain & beyond, you witness a rare and all consuming love that cannot be defined. That refuses to be put in a perfect, understood box of normalcy. It is what it is. So let's just leave it at that.
Gabriel I HATED this man. And I hate him even more for making me not only feel for him, but understand him. And dare I say it? Forgive him. He is beyond complicated. He is a man who has done many, many bad things. Yet he still has many good layers of his heart that always contradicted his actions. But if you pay attention, you'll see & understand why.
Joseph(Joey) What would I do if I were him and in his situation? Honestly, probably the exact same things that he did. The same choices I would have made. This man broke my heart. The things he had to endure. The fact that everything, and I do mean everything, was taken away from him through no fault of his own. But he still somehow in the midst of all of this never lost his power. He still remained who he was to his very core. He is one very beautiful and honorable man.
These 2 men had me balling, screaming, cursing, blushing, & everything in between.
If you're looking to read a standalone m/m romance, with the complicated text of circumstance & a bittersweet ending, then I HIGHLY recommend that you read this book.
The only other advice I have to give, if you decide to read this, is...
October 2, 2023
4.5⭐ and rounding it up, because this book's average rating right now doesn't do it justice, at all.
This was one of the most beautiful love stories I've ever read. I'm still bawling my eyes out, so I hope I'll be able to put this review together.
The book is set in 1930's England, so it's written in British English - and beautifully so. Yes, this book is absolutely beautifully written.
🔵 Prison romance
🟢 GFY
🔴 non-con (between MMCs)
🟡 Very emotional, doesn't have a HEA (debatable)
🌶️ Spice is good, but laced with profound intimacy (at least for me it was); vers
🟣 Death of one MMC
This story is as beautiful as it's heartbreaking and I was deeply touched by it.
Joey and Gabriel
Joey and Gabriel met at the Wentworth prison facility, where Gabriel was a man in his 30s, the toughest guy in prison, serving 2 life sentences for murder, but at the same time the smartest, while Joey actually was wrongfully accused, so a 25 - year old young doctor, who's just started his career, but took the blame for a botched case made by his mentor.
Gabriel immediately felt drawn to Joey and he didn't really understand why, he was only thinking about making Joey his girl and get the ocassional kiss or jerk-off in exchange for his protection, because Gabriel couldn't really get aroused by men, but since seeing Joey, all of that changed.
Nor Gabriel or Joey were gay, but Gabriel occassionally had sexual encounters in prison with men, because he was serving a life sentence, so he knew he was going to die there.
"Gabriel wanted Cooper because he was beautiful, wanted him and hated him - hated that sublime male beauty that could make him deviate, could inspire such frenzy."
Apparently he was also closeted, but considering the era in which this is going on, it was truthfully depicted how gay men were treated when found out, so it's understandable.
Their story starts with complete non-con, Joey gets raped by Gabriel and in a turn of events they become roommates. It takes a while for them to get to know each other and eventually they start getting intimate. Both MMCs weren't interested in other men, but had a visceral reaction for each other. They knew it wasn't superficial. They fell in love.
They were basically a monogamous couple inside those prison walls.
"My own love." Gabriel traced a finger along Joey's hairline, pushing an errant strand back in place. "My only love."
The book doesn't have a happy ending - in this life - because Joey and Gabriel are brutally separated with Gabriel's death. They can't be together, can't go to war together, can't have that countryside hidden cottage together, so Joey has no other option but to go on with his life.
The epilogue is simply wonderful. Joey and Gabriel meet in the afterlife, so I disagree, for me it definitely was a happy ending, one they had to wait about 30 years for, but nevertheless, it was.
Their emotions, devotion to each other, how they found each other attractive and unique, despite the terrible circumstances they were in, all of that was so beautifully described. An amazing story that touched me profoundly, so I will always, always remember Joey Cooper and Gabriel MacKenna. ❤️
This was one of the most beautiful love stories I've ever read. I'm still bawling my eyes out, so I hope I'll be able to put this review together.
The book is set in 1930's England, so it's written in British English - and beautifully so. Yes, this book is absolutely beautifully written.
🔵 Prison romance
🟢 GFY
🔴 non-con (between MMCs)
🟡 Very emotional, doesn't have a HEA (debatable)
🌶️ Spice is good, but laced with profound intimacy (at least for me it was); vers
🟣 Death of one MMC
This story is as beautiful as it's heartbreaking and I was deeply touched by it.
Joey and Gabriel
Joey and Gabriel met at the Wentworth prison facility, where Gabriel was a man in his 30s, the toughest guy in prison, serving 2 life sentences for murder, but at the same time the smartest, while Joey actually was wrongfully accused, so a 25 - year old young doctor, who's just started his career, but took the blame for a botched case made by his mentor.
Gabriel immediately felt drawn to Joey and he didn't really understand why, he was only thinking about making Joey his girl and get the ocassional kiss or jerk-off in exchange for his protection, because Gabriel couldn't really get aroused by men, but since seeing Joey, all of that changed.
Nor Gabriel or Joey were gay, but Gabriel occassionally had sexual encounters in prison with men, because he was serving a life sentence, so he knew he was going to die there.
"Gabriel wanted Cooper because he was beautiful, wanted him and hated him - hated that sublime male beauty that could make him deviate, could inspire such frenzy."
Apparently he was also closeted, but considering the era in which this is going on, it was truthfully depicted how gay men were treated when found out, so it's understandable.
Their story starts with complete non-con, Joey gets raped by Gabriel and in a turn of events they become roommates. It takes a while for them to get to know each other and eventually they start getting intimate. Both MMCs weren't interested in other men, but had a visceral reaction for each other. They knew it wasn't superficial. They fell in love.
They were basically a monogamous couple inside those prison walls.
"My own love." Gabriel traced a finger along Joey's hairline, pushing an errant strand back in place. "My only love."
The book doesn't have a happy ending - in this life - because Joey and Gabriel are brutally separated with Gabriel's death. They can't be together, can't go to war together, can't have that countryside hidden cottage together, so Joey has no other option but to go on with his life.
The epilogue is simply wonderful. Joey and Gabriel meet in the afterlife, so I disagree, for me it definitely was a happy ending, one they had to wait about 30 years for, but nevertheless, it was.
Their emotions, devotion to each other, how they found each other attractive and unique, despite the terrible circumstances they were in, all of that was so beautifully described. An amazing story that touched me profoundly, so I will always, always remember Joey Cooper and Gabriel MacKenna. ❤️
March 8, 2018
Very sad and moving, at times uncomfortable and violent, Protection by S.A. Reid is a drama set in a British prison towards the end of the 1930s.
The two MCs, Gabriel MacKenna - condemned to a double life sentence - and Joseph Cooper, a doctor unjustly accused of a double murder, meet, clash and fall in love within the stifling Victorian walls of the old Wentworth Prison.
This was my first 'jail fiction' and I was at first a bit sceptical about its GFY narrative. I must say, however, that I deeply loved this book and its characters. The brevity of the story, more a novella than a full-length novel, didn't allow the author to expand some interesting aspects - e.g. the characters' backgrounds, the full historical context of prison life in 1930s' Britain, the life of homosexual men within the prison system etc. - but the story felt overall tightly-woven and compelling, even when time passages or events had to be only brushed upon rather than fully developed.
Gabriel and Joseph are both rounded and nicely constructed characters. Gabe is a tough survivor of the prison system - brutal when needed but with a deep need to protect those he loves to the point of selfless devotion and sacrifice. Joseph is thrown into the deep end of jail life and has a hard time to find his bearings amidst the confusion and harsh hierarchy at work amongst the inmates.
The slowly-growing attachment and attraction between them were done beautifully and with a few moving touches. Gabriel's whispered Gaelic endearments, the electric torch that illuminates dimly their nightly encounters, the wishful thinking of a future together outside Wentworth added layer upon layer to their story.
The ending of the main novella was shocking and brutal (be warned!), perhaps to be expected, but still very hard to swallow. The additional Coda left me in a bit of two minds. On the one hand, I'm not sure I entirely liked its supernatural tone but the emotionally needy romantic in me certainly craved for that kind of closure.
Protection is beautiful, poetic and melancholic, despite the presence of triggers such as non-con and trauma, and I'd really recommend it if you're looking for a brief but intense read.
The two MCs, Gabriel MacKenna - condemned to a double life sentence - and Joseph Cooper, a doctor unjustly accused of a double murder, meet, clash and fall in love within the stifling Victorian walls of the old Wentworth Prison.
This was my first 'jail fiction' and I was at first a bit sceptical about its GFY narrative. I must say, however, that I deeply loved this book and its characters. The brevity of the story, more a novella than a full-length novel, didn't allow the author to expand some interesting aspects - e.g. the characters' backgrounds, the full historical context of prison life in 1930s' Britain, the life of homosexual men within the prison system etc. - but the story felt overall tightly-woven and compelling, even when time passages or events had to be only brushed upon rather than fully developed.
Gabriel and Joseph are both rounded and nicely constructed characters. Gabe is a tough survivor of the prison system - brutal when needed but with a deep need to protect those he loves to the point of selfless devotion and sacrifice. Joseph is thrown into the deep end of jail life and has a hard time to find his bearings amidst the confusion and harsh hierarchy at work amongst the inmates.
The slowly-growing attachment and attraction between them were done beautifully and with a few moving touches. Gabriel's whispered Gaelic endearments, the electric torch that illuminates dimly their nightly encounters, the wishful thinking of a future together outside Wentworth added layer upon layer to their story.
The ending of the main novella was shocking and brutal (be warned!), perhaps to be expected, but still very hard to swallow. The additional Coda left me in a bit of two minds. On the one hand, I'm not sure I entirely liked its supernatural tone but the emotionally needy romantic in me certainly craved for that kind of closure.
Protection is beautiful, poetic and melancholic, despite the presence of triggers such as non-con and trauma, and I'd really recommend it if you're looking for a brief but intense read.
February 14, 2022
Had i remembered how sad as fuck this was I wouldn’t have reread it
March 23, 2013
I read this well over a year ago and thinking about it now still punches me in the gut. I never rated it because at the time I just read, never reviewed and so having just seen it on GR decided to add my 5 stars ... A little late but there you go!
There are any wonderful reviews out there that give this the kudos it deserves so I'm not rehashing but I will say it was a real emotional wringer and to be honest I don't think I could put myself through it a second time - but I'll never regret reading it. Could cry again thinking about it.
There are any wonderful reviews out there that give this the kudos it deserves so I'm not rehashing but I will say it was a real emotional wringer and to be honest I don't think I could put myself through it a second time - but I'll never regret reading it. Could cry again thinking about it.
June 1, 2013
I have a new crush. Surprising because he is a convicted murderer, a rapist, and I'm completely in awe of him. Gabriel MaKenna is one of those men that win you over no matter the bad they do.
If you enjoy dark erotica, you will enjoy this book. If you like to read unusual love stories, here it is.
I highly recommend this book to those of you that can get past rape in your fiction.
If you enjoy dark erotica, you will enjoy this book. If you like to read unusual love stories, here it is.
I highly recommend this book to those of you that can get past rape in your fiction.
August 26, 2020
Reread August 2020
SPOILERS AHEAD
I enjoyed my second read of Protection just as much as I did the first time. And I cried nearly as much also. This story is so well written and captivating.
The story spans 4 years in Wentworth prison and I loved that it was set in the 1930s/40s in Britain, which made for a great escape. Wentworth is described as a primitive, cut throat prison, and I love how gritty and realistic the portrayal of the day to day activities in Wentworth was. There is violence, corporal punishment, attempted rape, , complicit guards (some grow on you) and callous prison doctors. But there are also moments of levity, love and goodness behind the corrupt walls of Wentworth that lets you hold on to hope, against all odds.
Gabriel and Joey are likeable MCs, and their backstories and the reasons behind their incarceration are tremendously sad. The progression from enemies to lovers was done well, taking into consideration this is a novella and that the lovers portion would come sooner rather than later. Joey suffered with PTSD and harbored anger and fear towards Gabriel, rightfully so. What Gabriel did was horrible. Gabriel’s anger is outside his control, he could be selfish and he acted like a product of his environment, but Gabriel was also good, remorseful and redeemable, and it made me believe that Joey, who is so strong and kind, could forgive and grow to love him. Prison has different rules and people adapt to them to survive, even if it’s incomprehensible.
Protection is going into my memorable folder and I highly recommend this story if you can tolerate the triggers and a tremendously sad and uncertain ending. There is a coda that helped bring closure and more tears.
SPOILERS AHEAD
I enjoyed my second read of Protection just as much as I did the first time. And I cried nearly as much also. This story is so well written and captivating.
The story spans 4 years in Wentworth prison and I loved that it was set in the 1930s/40s in Britain, which made for a great escape. Wentworth is described as a primitive, cut throat prison, and I love how gritty and realistic the portrayal of the day to day activities in Wentworth was. There is violence, corporal punishment, attempted rape, , complicit guards (some grow on you) and callous prison doctors. But there are also moments of levity, love and goodness behind the corrupt walls of Wentworth that lets you hold on to hope, against all odds.
Gabriel and Joey are likeable MCs, and their backstories and the reasons behind their incarceration are tremendously sad. The progression from enemies to lovers was done well, taking into consideration this is a novella and that the lovers portion would come sooner rather than later. Joey suffered with PTSD and harbored anger and fear towards Gabriel, rightfully so. What Gabriel did was horrible. Gabriel’s anger is outside his control, he could be selfish and he acted like a product of his environment, but Gabriel was also good, remorseful and redeemable, and it made me believe that Joey, who is so strong and kind, could forgive and grow to love him. Prison has different rules and people adapt to them to survive, even if it’s incomprehensible.
Protection is going into my memorable folder and I highly recommend this story if you can tolerate the triggers and a tremendously sad and uncertain ending. There is a coda that helped bring closure and more tears.
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